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   <title>My Personality Pattern[Surprisingly Accurate Hmm~]</title>
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<h4 style="font-size: 13px; color: #333333; margin: 0px;"><em>The top 10 traits out of 90 that uniquely describe you</em></h4>
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<h5 style="font-size: 13px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;">Abrasive</h5>
<p><span style="font-size: 14px; font-weight: normal;">You are accustomed to rubbing people the wrong way; it's simply what happens when you express your opinions. In your opinion, there's nothing wrong with being controversial.</span></p>
<p style="padding-top: 2px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 18px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px;">You don't have a "live and let live" attitude when it comes to other people whose opinions clash with yours; you see no reason to give the benefit of the doubt to someone who is just plain wrong.</p>
<h5 id="Pessimistic" style="font-size: 13px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;">Pessimistic</h5>
<p>You tend to be a "glass half-empty" kind of person, which for you is simply a realistic outlook. Your feeling is that this world can be a depressing place, and only a fool would think otherwise.</p>
<p style="padding-top: 2px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 18px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px;">You do not waste your time searching for the silver lining in every cloud, nor do you believe it's your job to cheer up the people around you with happy talk.</p>
<h5 id="Rash" style="font-size: 13px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;">Rash</h5>
<p>You get excited easily, allow yourself to react without censoring your feelings, and sometimes blurt out the first thing that comes to mind.</p>
<p style="padding-top: 2px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 18px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px;">You generally don't consider what you're about to say before you open your mouth to speak.</p>
<h5 id="Volatile" style="font-size: 13px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;">Volatile</h5>
<p>You go with the flow when it comes to your emotions. Whether you're happy or sad, you show it, and when something upsets you, or you're feeling stressed out, those around you will know it right away.</p>
<p style="padding-top: 2px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 18px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px;">You are not necessarily the one person in any group who can be depended on to stay calm, cool, and collected in a crisis; you aren't known for keeping your emotions under wraps.</p>
<h5 id="Passionate" style="font-size: 13px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;">Passionate</h5>
<p>You are in touch with your emotions, and sometimes you react before you think. The good news: you don't tamp down your feelings. The bad news: you sometimes say or do things that you later wish you could take back.</p>
<p style="padding-top: 2px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 18px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px;">You do not live your life on an even keel; you do not go for long periods without experiencing some mood swings.</p>
<h5 id="Aesthetic" style="font-size: 13px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;">Aesthetic</h5>
<p>You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it. Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities &mdash; doing things around the house &mdash; and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.</p>
<p style="padding-top: 2px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 18px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px;">You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.</p>
<h5 id="Reckless" style="font-size: 13px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;">Reckless</h5>
<p>You tend to give in to your impulses and indulge your cravings. Rather than fight your emotions, you often do what comes naturally, which means occasionally overdoing it, sometimes even embarrassing yourself.</p>
<p style="padding-top: 2px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 18px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px;">You are not good at resisting temptation and avoiding overindulgence; you are not the kind of person who doesn't regret anything you said or did.</p>
<h5 id="Stressed Out" style="font-size: 13px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;">Stressed Out</h5>
<p>You often feel that there's too much on your plate, that you don't have the strength to deal with the bad hand you've been dealt, or that you're going to lose it if you have to deal with one more problem.</p>
<p style="padding-top: 2px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 18px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px;">You don't always bounce back quickly from adversity; sometimes when you get bad news it can hang over you for a long time.</p>
<h5 id="Curious" style="font-size: 13px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;">Curious</h5>
<p>You like to get to the bottom of things. You're not content knowing what someone did; you want to know why they did it.</p>
<p style="padding-top: 2px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 18px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px;">You don't simply take things as they are and move on; you're not content skimming along on the surface; you don't feel you're wasting time by digging for the meaning of things.</p>
<h5 id="Impulsive" style="font-size: 13px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;">Impulsive</h5>
<p>You trust your your instincts. What others may see as rash behavior is, for you, simply going with your gut. Individuals with a high score on the "impulsive" trait tend to try new, sometimes outrageous, things.</p>
<p style="padding-top: 2px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 18px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px;">You are not timid. For you, spending time microscopically examining the pros and cons of every decision means never getting anything accomplished.</p>
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<p style="padding-top: 2px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 18px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: arial, helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: normal; color: #4a544c; font-weight: bold;">The Lively Center of Attention</span></p>
<p style="padding-top: 2px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 18px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: arial, helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: normal; color: #4a544c; font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #000000; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-weight: normal; line-height: 22px;">Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.</span></span></p>
<p style="padding-top: 2px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 18px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: arial, helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: normal; color: #4a544c; font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: #000000; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-weight: normal; line-height: 22px;">==================================================</span></span></p>
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<p style="padding-top: 2px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 18px; padding-left: 0px; text-align: center; margin: 0px;"><span style="color: #000000; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 22px;">ADHD</span><br /><span style="color: #000000; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 22px;">BD</span><br /><span style="color: #000000; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 22px;">ED</span><br /><span style="color: #000000; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 22px;">MDD</span><br /><span style="color: #000000; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 22px;">OCD</span><br /><span style="color: #000000; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 22px;">SAD</span><br /><span style="color: #000000; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 22px;">CRSD</span><br /><span style="color: #000000; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 22px;">DD</span></p><!--sp--><div class="relpost"><br/><h3>随机文章：</h3><div><a href="/logs/48842935.html">You Crazy Bitch!</a> 2009-10-21</div><div><a href="/logs/48159900.html">Sad Sad Sad</a> 2009-10-11</div><div><a href="/logs/45741861.html">Too Many Too Little</a> 2009-09-03</div><div><a href="/logs/45535680.html">Again...Starts Tomorrow</a> 2009-09-01</div><div><a href="/logs/45270417.html">feel like shit on a happy day</a> 2009-01-25</div></div><div class="addfav"><br />收藏到：<span class= "delicious"><a href="http://delicious.com/save?url=http%3A%2F%2Fx-ztj-x.blogbus.com%2Flogs%2F49359604.html&title=My+Personality+Pattern%5BSurprisingly+Accurate+Hmm%7E%5D">Del.icio.us</a></span></div><br /><br /><div class="sysmsg"><b><a href="http://www.blogbus.com" target="_blank">博客大巴，你的个人传媒早班车</a></b></div><br /><br />]]></description>
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   <pubDate>Wed, 28 Oct 2009 21:44:48 +0800</pubDate>
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   <description><![CDATA[<p style="text-align: center;">Room 1: "lay down", and then some small dental tool i don't know the name of was touring in my mouth.&nbsp;</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Room 2: "what's your blood type?"&nbsp;"umm A, i think." "what do you mean you think? it can't be something you think of, it is a fact!" "umm i took the test long time ago when i was in elementary school so....yeah A."</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Room 3: "go to the next sections where there aren't so many people, then come back here."</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Room 4: "bend down then stand up." piece of cake. "put your bag away and expose your breasts." PARDON?!</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Room 5: "let's see. don't eat too much fast food or food that contains too much sugar or oil." then repeat the same words again. why does that have anything to do with it?not everyone of my generation has to be a big fan of junk food and sugar! but the doc was a cute funny old grandpa.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">back to Room 3: found out i was almost blind and had low blood sugar and on my way of transforming into a fucking fat ass!!!! ouch!</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Room 6: i was examined like a alien freak. lifted my right ear to see what was going on in there. then left one. and then some metal tool was used to expand my nostrils to see what was happening in there too. and then some stick was down in my throat to see if there was another party down there."oh a pierced tongue!" right on sir!</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Room 7: "strip and put on the big white coat." then i was completely exposed to the radiation.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">before all that, i peed in a little plastic cup for the first time in my entire life. ewwwwwwwwwww it was so fucking disgusting.</p><!--sp--><div class="relpost"><br/><h3>随机文章：</h3><div><a href="/logs/21175284.html">a truth lays in the lie</a> 2008-05-19</div><div><a href="/logs/20905065.html">together we can make through this</a> 2008-05-14</div><div><a href="/logs/20893854.html">bad luck?</a> 2008-05-14</div><div><a href="/logs/18921543.html">desires desires desires</a> 2008-04-12</div><div><a href="/logs/17449599.html">leave me alone</a> 2008-03-22</div></div><div class="addfav"><br />收藏到：<span class= "delicious"><a href="http://delicious.com/save?url=http%3A%2F%2Fx-ztj-x.blogbus.com%2Flogs%2F49235473.html&title=PE">Del.icio.us</a></span></div><br /><br /><div class="sysmsg"><b><a href="http://www.blogbus.com" target="_blank">博客大巴，你的个人传媒早班车</a></b></div><br /><br />]]></description>
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   <description><![CDATA[<p style="text-align: center;"><strong><span style="font-family: mceinline;">I JUST WANNA SCREAM IT IN YOUR FUCKING FACE!</span></strong></p><!--sp--><div class="relpost"><br/><h3>随机文章：</h3><div><a href="/logs/49359604.html">My Personality Pattern[Surprisingly Accurate Hmm~]</a> 2009-10-28</div><div><a href="/logs/48159900.html">Sad Sad Sad</a> 2009-10-11</div><div><a href="/logs/45741861.html">Too Many Too Little</a> 2009-09-03</div><div><a href="/logs/45535680.html">Again...Starts Tomorrow</a> 2009-09-01</div><div><a href="/logs/45270376.html">Tired of This</a> 2009-08-09</div></div><div class="addfav"><br />收藏到：<span class= "delicious"><a href="http://delicious.com/save?url=http%3A%2F%2Fx-ztj-x.blogbus.com%2Flogs%2F48842935.html&title=You+Crazy+Bitch%21">Del.icio.us</a></span></div><br /><br /><div class="sysmsg"><b><a href="http://www.blogbus.com" target="_blank">博客大巴，你的个人传媒早班车</a></b></div><br /><br />]]></description>
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   <pubDate>Wed, 21 Oct 2009 10:25:14 +0800</pubDate>
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   <title>Subtitle subculture brings U.S. TV to China</title>
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<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;"><span style="font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">SHANGHAI</span><strong style="font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;"> &mdash;&nbsp;</strong>For the past year and a half, said Ding Chengtai, a recent university graduate, his friends have wondered why he seems to have disappeared.</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">Ding, a 23-year-old Internet technology expert for a large Chinese bank, chuckled at the thought. He keeps himself in virtual seclusion during his off hours, consumed with American television programs like "Lost," "C.S.I." and "Close to Home."</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">He is no ordinary fan, though: None of the shows he watches can be seen on Chinese television. Instead, he spends night after night translating subtitles for current sitcoms and dramas for a mushrooming audience of Chinese viewers who download them from the Internet free through services like BitTorrent.</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">What is most remarkable about the effort, which involves dozens of translators working in teams all over China, is that it is entirely voluntary. Ding's group, which goes by the name Fengruan, is locked in fierce competition with a handful of similar outfits that share the same ambition: making American popular culture available in near-real time free to Chinese audiences, dodging Chinese censors and American copyright lawyers.</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">"We've set a goal of producing 40 TV shows a week, which basically means all of the shows produced by Fox, ABC, CBS and NBC," said Ding, fairly bubbling over the project. "What this means is that when the Americans broadcast shows, we will translate them. Our speed surpasses all the other groups in China, and our goal is to be the best American transcription service in the world."</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">Locked as he is in a sometimes nasty competition with local rivals, Ding seemed blind to the fact that his group might have already attained its proclaimed goal. Although there are clubs in other countries that watch American television programs with translated subtitles online, the systematic effort of groups like Fengruan to reproduce American prime-time entertainment free of charge and in its entirety for a booming audience of Chinese fans is unique.</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">To a person, the translators say they are willing to devote long hours to this effort out of a love for American popular culture. Many, including Ding, say they learned English by obsessively watching American movies and television programs. And others say they pick up useful knowledge about everything from changing fashion and mores to medical science.</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">"It provides cultural background relating to every aspect of our lives: politics, history and human culture," Ding said. "These are the things that make American TV special. When I first started watching 'Friends,' I found the show was full of information about American history, and showed how America had rapidly developed. It's more interesting than textbooks or other ways of learning."</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">On an Internet forum about the downloaded television shows, a poster who used the name Plum Blossom put it another way. "After watching these shows for some time, I felt the attitudes of some of the characters were beginning to influence me," the poster wrote. "It's hard to describe, but I think I learned a way of life from some of them. They are good at simplifying complex problems, which I think has something to do with American culture."</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">Rendering the slang of American culture into Chinese is a special challenge. In an episode of "Sex and the City," the line "I thought you two would hit it off" became "I thought you two would generate electricity together." From "Prison Break," the warning "Preparation can only take you so far" turned into: "People can only try to do things. It's God's will that ensures success."</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">Whatever the programs say about American culture, translation efforts like these have received a boost from conditions particular to China. This country combines a fast-growing population of more than 123 million Internet users, most with access to broadband service, with a stultifying television culture. The state-owned national network, CCTV, has 16 broadcast channels, but they vary little in their mixture of endless historical dramas, tepid soap operas and copycat game shows.</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">In an e-mail interview, a fan of American television shows who goes by the name of Happyidea and who declined to give his real name, gave this assessment of the Chinese programming: "Our own actors are not bad. Those responsible for making Chinese TV shows pathetic are the directors, screenwriters, editors and the people doing the lighting, music, special effects and makeup. There are bits of poor quality in every aspect, and it adds up to total trash."</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">A longstanding practice of strict censorship that affects all Chinese media, and covers not only politics, but sexuality, violence and other subjects that form the grist of American entertainment, also drives audiences toward alternatives like downloadable television shows. And there are sharp limits on the number of American programs and Hollywood movies that can be broadcast or screened in theaters here.</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">China imported only 16 American films last year, out of a total of 20 foreign movies. American programs are similarly scarce on Chinese television. "CCTV-8 aired 'Desperate Housewives' and we made a point of watching it," said Jin Bo, 25, an English teacher and member of the YDY translation group, a leading rival to Fengruan. "I thought, Oh my God, the dubbing, the translation, why is it all so bad? It lost what made the original show wonderful, and the ratings were extremely low."</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">As examples of what went wrong with the CCTV-8 broadcast, Jin said: "They would start the show at 10 p.m. and run three episodes back to back. Moreover, to adapt the program to fit the so-called situation of our country, words were eliminated or had their meanings altered. For example, the scene where Andrew reveals his homosexuality was cut."</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">The rival TV translation groups, by contrast, take great pride in their work, basing their translations on closed-caption transcripts in English that, along with the programs themselves, are typically captured on computers by collaborators in the United States and sent to China via the Internet.</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">Strict hierarchies exist in each of the translation groups, with translators being promoted not simply for speed, which is vital, but judged on their faithfulness to the original material as well.</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">Official efforts to control both the market for and content of popular culture have long had the effect of encouraging piracy here. Cheap DVD copies of newly released American movies have been sold on street corners throughout China for years. Recent attempts to crack down on these sales, at the insistence of the United States, have coincided with the boom in television and movie downloading, which could eventually make DVD piracy obsolete.</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">Representatives of American television networks said they were counting on new Chinese legislation to stop the downloading and translation of their programming.</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">Duan Yuping, an official with the National Copyright Administration, said China was following "international efforts" in regard to BitTorrent and other downloading services.</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">Members of the translation groups are aware that their efforts might violate copyright laws in other countries, but most view it as a mere technicality because they charge nothing for their efforts and make no profits, adhering to Chinese law.</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;">"Essentially what we are doing is a violation, but since China hasn't proposed a law to regulate this yet, we're still doing it," Ding said. "Maybe in the future, the state will make such a law. If they do, our forum won't be able to survive."</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;"><em>By Howard W. French</em>&nbsp;</p>
<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; font-size: 1em; line-height: 1.467em;"><strong>from New York Times</strong></p>
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   <author>doctor-oh-doctor</author>
   <pubDate>Tue, 13 Oct 2009 21:08:39 +0800</pubDate>
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   <title>Sad Sad Sad</title>
   <description><![CDATA[<p style="text-align: center;">trying to be tough revealed the true weakness</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">haven't taken off yet, but you are feeling like falling</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">not even half way to the top, but you are feeling like giving it all away</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">the way you tried to win made you lost even more</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">the way you are handling the situation is so sad and pathetic</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">because the only way you are dealing with it is trying to avoid it</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">you run you hide</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">it is a gigantic pink elephant in the middle of my room</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">once in a while there comes the time when you should reach out and ask for help</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">you really need help</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">but not this time you told yourself</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">this time you are on your own</p>
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   <author>doctor-oh-doctor</author>
   <pubDate>Sun, 11 Oct 2009 21:30:32 +0800</pubDate>
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   <title>Could We Be Any More Bored?</title>
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<div class="strangermsg">SL: supposed to civillised ,but when you look at what we do to each other , its pretty grim reading </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: totallly agree.human nature?greed</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: unfortunately yes , its greed , us , trying to impose our will and culture on others , for what </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: right.globalization</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: thats true , if you actually sat down and analysed it , it would all boil to greed and exploitation </div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: and that would do your head in , because in the end , we ,the consumer demand it and have got used to getting it </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: right. we fight since the day we have to trade for the things we WANT</div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: so we rob others</div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: natrual resources</div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: then political power</div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: economy</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: the more resourses you have , the more power you have , with that ,comes political clout ,then you can exploit the weak </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: then what about Africa and Asia?</div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: that's the most resourcful places</div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: however</div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: not the most developed</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: i can tell you , i have worked in africa for a while in the oil industry , and now mining , and we pay a pittance to the locals , we dont help develop the economy .its basically lip service </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: exactly!</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: the rich get richer , and the poor get poorer </div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: and if you take the gloss away , its sad </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: that's how all the huge international corporations open factories in asia to exploited the cheap labor and raw resource</div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: it is undeniable the global economy has helped countries like China and India develp really fast</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: same here , but demand far outweighs people needs in the west , and so it will go on , and africa is a prime example , as for the last 40-50 years it has been stripped of any natrural resouce it has </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: but globalization will be much better if it is based on a fair starting point.sadly reality doesn't work that way. that's how globalization = westernization</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: and the west keep it proped up with handouts !!!! when millions get exported every day </div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: it could be totally self sufficient </div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: but with that , comes power , which will never happen as its percived as a threat </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: self sufficient?</div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: how?</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: it is one of the most fertile places on the planet , if they were allowed to develop them selves and keep the profit , with that comes stabilty and build your econommy , where everyone benifits , not just the few </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: actually that's kinda exactly how the old China worked</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: but the west keeps it closed and ,so , they cant , what they give with one hand ,they take with the other at a price</div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: they were really rich and totally self sufficient,.probably largest&nbsp;agricultural country and did business with Europeans through silk road</div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: but at last they got so robbed</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: frustrating to say the least </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: yea</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: and it would give you sleepless nights trying to solve it , because in the end you come up against the west </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: it was the need driving Europeans to send people like christopher columbus to explore the rest of the planet</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: im all for that , but dont exploit someone because they live differently etc ,and traet them like animals because they have different views etc</div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: had to accumulate enough capital which was the base of industrial revolution i guess</div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: i agree with you. don't exploit others,&nbsp;but the world doesn't work that way</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: aye thats true , and look how far we came in the last 200 years ,all of sudden we are going to the moon after driving round in horse &amp; carts </div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: scary pace </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: yeah!</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: 10 years ago i wouldnt have been able to talk to you like this through cyber space </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: it is amazing how far technology has taken us since our ancestor cast the first rock at an animal</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: yet there are still places like that here and now , who still live like that , providing for their families </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: oh&nbsp;was that what you saw in africa?</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: saw it everyday , then i got back in my 4x4 and&nbsp;went back to camp , with my wonderful technolgy </div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: mad really </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: wow it is hard to imagine </div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: people still die through lack of basic health care , clean water etc </div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: which you and i take for granted </div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: live in mud huts </div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: then i get on a plane go home and leave it behind </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: good you are still alive and kicking:}</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: lol</div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: it is crazy cuz i was so wanting to go there one day to see that myself. i wanted to be a volunteer </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: it was crazy thought</div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: but man you are lucky in some way</div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: you have experienced something unimaginable</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: if you ever get the chance , do it , before its too late </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: yeah!</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: because 1 day it will be gone , which will be sad </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: gone?</div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: where?</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: it will be gone in the sense , that the innosence that is here now , will be gone .that i can drive through the bush and see a civilisation that has excsisited for centuries will be gone </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: not everyone can have this life changing experience</div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: it has changed the way you see the world hasn't it?</div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: its there if you want it , it just creeps up on you really </div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: it has changed the way i look at people ,and treat people , im not so materlistic these days </div>
<div class="strangermsg">SL: its a bit scary going back in europe some times , takes a bit of adjusting </div>
<div class="strangermsg">M: i wish i could be "not so materilistic". i used to want to be volunteer somewhere or just pack some shit and go explore the world. maybe like&nbsp;a 21st century gypsy. </div>
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<div class="strangermsg">you were bored</div>
<div class="strangermsg">i was bored</div>
<div class="strangermsg">so.......let's talk about globalization!</div>
<div class="strangermsg">mehhhhhhhhhhhh</div>
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   <author>doctor-oh-doctor</author>
   <pubDate>Sat, 12 Sep 2009 21:47:01 +0800</pubDate>
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   <title>Too Many Too Little</title>
   <description><![CDATA[<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">give iPod a break till my ears start bleeding</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">too many tunes to listen</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">too many movies to watch</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">too many books to read</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">too many places to see</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">too many shoes to buy</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">too little time to waste</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">too little money to spend</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">too little space to share</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">too little love to give</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">too little courage to scarifice</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">isn't marriage created by ancient people who died before 30?</span></p>
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   <author>doctor-oh-doctor</author>
   <pubDate>Thu, 03 Sep 2009 23:01:58 +0800</pubDate>
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   <description><![CDATA[<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">you are quiet</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">that cannot be a good thing</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">i'm never that talktive</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">but i just easily had a two hours conversation with Gary</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">shit</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">hate it&nbsp;</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">hate those uncomfortable silences</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Beethoven? give me a break!</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">admit it we ran out of conversation and i got so bored by you!</span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: mceinline, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">go on playing your damn guitar i don't care</span></p><!--sp--><div class="relpost"><br/><h3>随机文章：</h3><div><a href="/logs/48316995.html">Subtitle subculture brings U.S. TV to China</a> 2009-10-13</div><div><a href="/logs/20474010.html">happy happy</a> 2008-05-07</div><div><a href="/logs/16728642.html">eyeball tattoo</a> 2008-03-10</div><div><a href="/logs/16299807.html">oh mother</a> 2008-03-02</div><div><a href="/logs/15726387.html">bulimia</a> 2008-02-21</div></div><div class="addfav"><br />收藏到：<span class= "delicious"><a href="http://delicious.com/save?url=http%3A%2F%2Fx-ztj-x.blogbus.com%2Flogs%2F45657490.html&title=Running+Out+of+Conversation">Del.icio.us</a></span></div><br /><br /><div class="sysmsg"><b><a href="http://www.blogbus.com" target="_blank">博客大巴，你的个人传媒早班车</a></b></div><br /><br />]]></description>
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   <pubDate>Thu, 03 Sep 2009 01:35:03 +0800</pubDate>
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   <description><![CDATA[<p>i need a regular bed time and a diet or i can go shake hands with Jesus before making to my mid-twenty.</p>
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   <pubDate>Tue, 01 Sep 2009 00:00:26 +0800</pubDate>
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   <description><![CDATA[<span style="LINE-HEIGHT: 150%" id="diary_group_textDIV"><font size="3">Usually there had to be some serious issues going on with the normal functioning of my body for me to let those extra chemicals go through my guts and then into my blood, my cells. I thought the natrually gained power of self-healing and the strong will of getting well are capable to fix and adjust the common abnormal in our bodies. But recently i just realize how vulnerable we are. And however strong that will of getting well it is, things can be overwhelming, unbearable and easily fall out of control. Therefore we turn to fast easy solutions like pills. Just swallow down those sweet capsules, all the problems seem to go away. Unfortunately, taking pills is a habit that can be easily picked up and difficult to quit. Before you realize how you have been cracking on pills like a junkie, you have already put on several pounds and your brain has probablly been more fucked up. Yeah easy for you to say! i know! i totally understand. After all, Strattera is an essential tutor of my academic career. Prozac is my snack. J/k kids! <br></font></span><!--sp--><div class="relpost"><br/><h3>随机文章：</h3><div><a href="http://x-ztj-x.blogbus.com/logs/45270375.html">Application Done</a> 2009-08-12</div><div><a href="http://x-ztj-x.blogbus.com/logs/45270376.html">Tired of This</a> 2009-08-09</div><div><a href="http://x-ztj-x.blogbus.com/logs/45270377.html">正常</a> 2009-07-15</div><div><a href="http://x-ztj-x.blogbus.com/logs/45270378.html">17 again</a> 2009-07-11</div><div><a href="http://x-ztj-x.blogbus.com/logs/45270379.html">oh well</a> 2009-07-03</div></div><div class="addfav"><br />收藏到：<span class= "delicious"><a href="http://delicious.com/save?url=http%3A%2F%2Fx-ztj-x.blogbus.com%2Flogs%2F45270372.html&title=Pills">Del.icio.us</a></span></div><br /><br /><div class="sysmsg"><b><a href="http://www.blogbus.com" target="_blank">博客大巴，你的个人传媒早班车</a></b></div><br /><br />]]></description>
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   <pubDate>Fri, 21 Aug 2009 21:38:00 +0800</pubDate>
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